happy 1 month anniversary…
to you.
i hope you are happy going around up there.
wednesday, i collected my keys. the moment i saw the keys, i was happy but in seconds, i was teary…didn’t cry cry la, just the thought i cannot sms you to tell you and knowing that you are not gonna message me back to tell me how happy you are for us, made me sad all over again.
its amazing how much i can cry. everyday, for a months. i kinda still misses you a lot. now i know what they mean when we have a void and looking for something or someone to fill. so far? no luck. nobody seem to be able to see things the way you do. either they are too loud (i loud enough already) or too enthusiastic or too nice. i won’t find any more. i’ll just replay you in my mind in every situation.
when we were planning for leave for next year, you reminded me that i needed time to do up my place. we also plan not to have any house warming (c’mon spore not warm enough meh?) but just you and your mrs over for a nice cosy show off time ha ha ha…you’ll prob buy us a nice painting. we may want to hang a nice grassmere picture on our corridor wall, yes we have corridor in our pigeon hole. what you think?
we are very excited….but a part of us, i know, will never be the same.
