so scary…吓死我！
after the long birthday celebrations the whole week…finally ended with a simple meal with bikermice which happens to be SICK! of all time…oh well nothing surprises or upset me anymore. whatever life give, i take lor…
that is not what sacre me death. THIS did…
1am
vic: waaah i wanna pass urine!!!
i never understand why must kids cry or whine or wail when they wanna sleep, or pass urine..then againg silly me, its freaking 1am. i would whine too if my bladder filled up at that time ha ha ha…THAT is still not the main-dish of today’s entry.
half awake, i guided the whiney victoria to the toilet. i always make her pee in the toilet bowl the moment she was tall enough but tonight, i dunno why, i make her sit on the potty, a white one.
she sat there for a while, then stood up…LO AND BEHOLD! a potty full of PINK URINE! ahhhhhhhhhhh freeeeeeeak out!
urinary tract infection come to my mind, cuz pink mah! maybe got blood in the urine. then i panic and ask if she feels painful wen peeing, she said no. then i ask again, then she answer again NOOOOO! made her drink more water hopfully can clear up. then while worried like mad, she grumpily walk back to the room.
i whipped out my children health book. they also say the same thing as i have guessed. in my mind i also thinking…what if the kidney spoil? ahhhh…i couldn’t sleep, prayed and tell the Lord please make her well if she’s not. i even tear thinking what if i lose her…ok i’m just so drama BUT wait till you become papamama then you know. cannot imagine life without her.
only manage to sleep about an hour later…DING! morning already 6.30am, victoria already up…VICTORIA! quick go pass urine!
AHHH! PINK AGAIN!
quick quick i tabao some pee incase the doc want to see it. we prepare ourself to go polyclinic. i’m hoping to be the first in line. when we reach downstairs…
vic: waaah why dark dark one?
its already 7am but still not bright yet. she still happy and bouncing around. not at all sick. where is the fever? where is the pain? maybe not UTI?
when we reach there, woah! i first time so early but still no.8 in line TO QUEUE FOR REGISTRATION NO. cuz they only issue from 7.30 and they even have Cisco guard to make sure nobody geh geh and jump queue.
while waiting we had a vitagen and a teh. she cannot finish the vitagen!!! i worried again. so yummy but she cannot finish, what’s going on?!
so finally got the no. its 7.45am already. went to the room and waited outside. think they’ll officially start to see patient at 8am but our doc didn’t sashayed in until 8.15!!
earlier at 7.50am…
vic: i wanna pass urine!
me: can control? the doc wanna see your urine later. not enough how?
vic: ah i cannot control anymore!
so i think, aiya pee pee la. at most drink more later and pee for her.
in the toilet
vic: i pass urine…oh i also wanna pass motion.
me: ok do whatever you want
i took a peep in the bowl crossing my fingers. ah! BLACK SAI! oh man! not only UTI, her intestine also bleeding?! die lah jia lat liao!
i clean her bumps with tissue…so weird, how come the sai stain is PURPLE?!
clean again…urine stain is red like blood…
CONFUSED!!
i ask victoria did her grandma gave her any cherries? victoria oh yes yes!
VICTORIA!!! AHHHHH!! you making me go bonkers!
so i called home and explain my little situation here and my MIL says
MIL: ya i gave her dragonfly!
me: DRAGONFLY?!
MIL hands phone to my sister in law
SIL: ya last night we had DRAGON FRUITS! think my dad gave her a lot…
so that explains the pink urine and purple sai lor! such embarrassment for me…why didn’t i think of food stains insted?! thankfully i didn’t rush her to KK A&E. imagine the laughter there? and the $80bucks i have to pay…
i thank GOd for this experience, made me realise this 2 monkeys are so dear to me. sigh…吓死我了！
happy birthday to y’all!
Dearest Josiah, Serena, Ethel, 舅舅Ken, PhotogRoy and dear-head-prefect (whom i still cannot find)…here’s a song for you 
its really wonderful to know and have you to share these(29, 30, 31 July) special day with…ya usually celebration does last that long for us Leos.
Cheers! Good health to you!
be a blessing to someone today!
XOXO,
Jasmine
do you have some money?
AGAIN! i kena corner with the ‘do you have some money’ situation.
you must kena before also. maybe i should not say kena. kena sound like bad.
my story today
i wanted to blog about my happy buy at toapayoh. finally after so long i found our favourite $10 mummy pants! bought 3 somemore. spent all the $30 in my purse. empty already. so went to replenish $20.
with $20 in my purse i board the bus to work. alighted one stop earlier so i can WITHDRAW money (cuz only after 2pm the cheque cleared. its for other reason) and then i heard a man1 voice calling man2 who’s walking before me…
man1: hello! excuse me? can you help?
man2 look and walk away.
yikes MY TURN to walk pass…man1 look at me, then i thought i siam already BUT NO then he call me
man1: exucse me! excuse me! can you help?! my son having asthma attack, we needa go KK hospital. my wife have carelessly left her handbag in the clinic and we can’t find our anuty at Block##. do you have $5 or $10 for taxi?
me: er….i….er….
at this moment a woman push a stroller out with a kids about dot’s age inside.
man1: we really needa go
me: ok i get you a cab
man1: thank you thank you…(we walk to the main road) if you have $20 even better cuz i dun money for return.
me: orh…
oh got taxi! *flag*flag*
me: (talking to driver) uncle, they dun have money and they needa go KK hospital. here’s $10 please send them there.
at that moment i thought i was smart not to give them the money directly.
man1: do you have another $10 so we can have a return trip back.
THEN I GAVE THEM! ok i was pressured. cars was horning behind and THE KID! waaaahh i was in a very difficult situation leh. i see kids i very heart-soft one.
anyway, now i’m $20 poorer.
if they are genuine, my $20 also can’t do much. but as you read the above, isn’t it waaaaaay too many loop holes?
Loophole1: i walked pass the clinic and there’s a sign that says they will be closed till 22/7, so how can they see doctor and manage to leave her purse inside? ok fine, maybe its another clinic then.
Loophole2: didn’t they saw a doctor and left the purse behind? ok fine, maybe the kid got worst.
Loophole3: no money to take cab, got money to go KK? its $80 upfront one leh. ok fine, maybe they have credit card! then can charge to taxi what?!
Loophole4: why need $10 to return. if KK can discharge you, they can take public transpot what. ok fine, its tiring and strenuos with kid…then again you got no money so choose the economy way.
Loophole5: the most obvious…kiddo dun look sick. ok fine, all kids are like that one. they can be very sick but when they are outside the house, they can be distrcted and look slightly ok.
whatever it is, nobody wanna ask/bluff/beg people for money if possible. they won’t do that for fun right? if they really no money and the above story they say is fake, i hope they took my $10 to feed their child.
at times like this….what would jesus do? Jesus would already know they bluff and give them a good teaching and they will walk to correct way and never do it again.
so after you read my story…
do you have some money for me?
i wanna be wonderwoman
besides the great figure (wooohooo check out those hot mummy panties *gasp*), i wanna be THE wonderwoman!
Her powers include super strength, super speed and stamina, and flight. She is highly proficient in hand-to-hand combat and in the art of tactical warfare. She also possesses an animal-like cunning and a natural rapport with animals, which has in the past been presented as an actual ability to communicate with the animal kingdom. She also makes use of her Lasso of Truth (which forces those bound by it to tell the truth), a pair of indestructible bracelets, and an invisible plane.
the above is extracted from wikipedia, my friend J’s favourite site which has also become my favourite too.
A N Y W AY…back to being a wonderwoman. victoria school called to ask me to bring her home cuz she’s running a high fever. must be yesterday’s sun. we were beaching at Sentosa lah.
i want to have fun with my children, but i’m not fully receover from the flu thing which has now developed into sinusitis which gave me headache and pain in my teeth. finally saw a doc after 1 week of suffering. today’s 2 second day of medication and toothache is gone. still have a little headache. i worry there’s something growing in the nose…ahhh nose cancer?!!
so i sort of struggle yesterday to bring them to play. and now victoria fever. dorothy got rash around her eyes, prob the sea water and my headache’s back…so IS IT MY FAULT?! i need the INDESTRUCTIBLE BRACELET to wack the blames away! ok you prob can sense it…i is very pek cek ahhhh!
talks with victoria on sunday night before sleep…
vic: i don’t love you
me: its ok. i will still love you.
the above repeat like 1 hundred times and then next morning…
vic: i love you
me: i love you too.
vic: i love you much much
we prayed last night. after that she ask
vic: do yo still have headache?
me: yes
vic: you pray for yourself
me: O_o
see! i need to be a wonderwoman. better dun get sick cuz NOBODY gonna pray for you… tsk..so much for the love you much much…pray for yourself!
swing swing
dorothy on a swing for the very first time. swings are hard to come by nowadays. this one’s outside Kallang CC incase you wanna go too
she can swing by herself and make wee wee sound…maybe copy me lah ha ha ha…at one part she almost fell off the swing but she grab the iron chain like she clinging on to dear life…its funny.
she’s a ball of emotion. happy sad angry neutral all at one go. can start and end each emotion very quick. now just wanna interest her in reading. she also in the 1-second-concentration-only category…headache.
victoria is my daughter…really!
very scary, i think i beginning to BECOME my mother…or rather victoria is talking like me *gasp*
last sunday morning – preparing to go church. let victoria tried a dress but realise it was still too big for her while she eating her breakfast…s l o w l y…
Me: Aiyo! Victoria please eat faster! we are always late. stop playing! Sit down when you eat! EAT BY YOURSELF!
me checking her dress…
Me: dress to big still. vic, later change a dress…AND HURRY UP FINISH YOUR BREAKFAST!
i, after showering, still clad in towel, ironing another dress for her saw her walking slowly to our room.
Me: WHERE ARE YOU GOING? I TOLD YOU TO FINISH YOUR BREAKFAST RGHT?!
Vic: THEN YOU ASK ME TO CHANGE???!!!!
her voice is really like capitalise!
他妈的！talk to your mother like that! i also haven’t finish iroing, change what?! (i didn’t say this line to her lah! ha ha ha)
suddenly, i stunt a while and realise…i talk like that to my mother all the time too!!! oh no…i falling in to becoming like my mother and kena-back from my daughter.
vicious cycle
better to be dead?
last night i was flipping channel and blowing my nose as tears flood my eyes. its weird how i can link channel 8 and 5 sadness altogether. others say i cry easily, its true, no point denying. anything can make me cry.
channel 5 was showing MJ’s funeral. channel 8 was showing Ann Kok’s interview.
the performance in MJ’s funeral is like putting all best singers and musician together. one thing came to my mind. why does people always, ALWAYS says good things only at your funeral? maybe only wanna remember your good since you already died.
brook shield’s sharing moved me most. its toughest when a friend leave you suddenly. and of course all his brothers and sisters bid their farewell to their partner,brother and friend. then as the camera pan across….AH HUH! MJ’s eldest son was CHEWING GUM!! i’ll come out of the coffin and slap him.
think the organiser of the farewell did a good job, good concept. the last part as the GOLDEN hearse was pushed out (i dun think MJ’s body’s inside lor! what if Thriller happend again ha ha…LIVE) the band played music of his tunes. i thought they will play his cd with his singing along but no, only instrument. and the lights went off one by one – audience, stage, instruments…and what its left is a spotlight on stage with a microphone standing in the middle without the King of Pop’s single sequin gloved holding it.
oh and then there’s Ann kok sharing her stories on channel 8. when she talk about how grateful she was to her parents, she cried. then make me cry ha ha ha…anyway she was sharing how she want her parents to enjoy their life right till the end of their life. i feel her. cuz i also want my parents and godpa to enjoy their life all the way…only please! stop the whining! MUMMY!! ha ha ha
oh here goes again, MJ’s song on the radio again…oops sorry but i dunno the title ;p
H1N1
our first experience with the so-call deadly H1N1…
30 June
i went to sleep worrying i may kena H1N1.was asking my sister how to know and blah blah…ok ok we all will go check check at polyclinic cuz i’ve been coughing for a month and after a week of antibiotic i was well for…HALF A DAY! and the i seem to have the full blown flu symptom.
panic panic…plan to see doc and ask for an xray(the doc who gave me the antibiotic say one, if not well need an xray to be sure, lungs clear…i scared to die now)
1 July
victoria woke up with a fever…38+….SHHHHHIIIIITTT i’ve pass my H1N1 to her!! quick quick! shower and off we go to the polyclinic…
drama begins
the moment we reach downstairs *booooom* thunder lighting! waaah like in movies. this is how close to making a movie was i that day.
Sound FX : thunder
mother was coughing badly. daughter running a high fever. oh no, rain pouring soon. grab the fever child up, carried her to the main road. trouble! no taaaaaxxxxxiiiiI!!! how can!!!
mother keep looking for taxi, still no sign. argh! bus is here! quick run up the bus!
manage part one. now on the way to take the MRT. rain started to pour…pitter patter…
so took 131, change to MRT to toa payoh, change to bus 238 to Polyclinic.
ok movie part is over.
went to polyclinic, wah! really like seen in news. got tent extended all the way to the carpark. those who travel overs and not well within the 7 days goes to the tent. heng ah! we more then 14 days already. the mooment they use their gunlike thermometer and ’shoot’ victoria, the thermeter give a emergency ‘bbbbbbeeeeeeepppppp’
its 40.4!!!!!!!!!
we both got mask! she gets the mickey mouse one but its as hot! she dun enjoy mickey covering her mouth definitely.
very quick its her turn…uh oh…she’s needed to do a swab test as her under the High Risk group being so young. swab test meaning, put something in the mouth, which means, SHE SO GONNA MERLIOON!!!
of course for the sake of my child’s diagnosis, i encourage the doctor who decided to give up when she see her crying and wailing. i say, i’ll grab her, you just DO IT!
DONE! saliva specimen taken. nurse say unless its positive, they won’t call me. so its no news means good news
NOooooo..trouble begin…she cry and cry and V-O-M-I-T…
SPLATTER everyone and everywhere…some just siam us ha ha sorry ah, didn’t mean it…worst is kena my body!
the doc also wanna fast fast see her seeing her in distress. then he said. dun be too alarm with H1N1. its a virus but can be dealt with. thought he was very nice and helpful to help decide what to do with her then quickly decide on Tamiflu. i dun quite like tons of chemcial in kids one so i opt for ordinary medicine first and pray! ha ha
then its me…he also agreed on Xray…my story not very exciting, lungs clear but now flu is fullblown with whatever you can think of for flu.
victoria got well the next day, surprise surprise and to date
DOROTHY KENA THE FEVER!!!! sigh…poor second child. after the 1st one fall sick already, 2nd one usually can relax a bit cuz i know she’ll do well with paracetamol and watchful eyes.
*blow nose into kitchen roll* yes tissue won’t work…
