tete-a-tete

confrontation make wanna shrivel and die. i never like confrontation of any sort. it makes my heart beat like mad and i also thought i’m just going to drop dead when i face the confrontationer.

i kena confrontation of many sorts 3weeks straight. it made me tired and jumpy…as if everything is coming against me. after all have happen, i feel as if i’m responsible for everyone and every mistakes. but still life goes on. sun still set, sun still rise…and i still can swallow a banana cake, a chocolate cake and 2 slices of kaya kueh and a bubble tea now. guess i haven’t reach the state of depression yet.

its hard being a human being. gotta deal with so much emotions. if i’m a cat, i just needa be purry, and sweet, manja, big eyed and give affection to the right person and that’s all. i dun need to care about upsetting people. oh then again, i  might put down as a cat if i upset someone…sigh no best living thing to be then.

good things is, i have many forgiving and generous people around. i’m talking about people buying me car when i rushing here and there on bus, more like they have big heart. thank u all kind people *wave*

my mom just told me her mind went blank in a mahjong session…WHILE COLLECTING HER WINNING! uh oh…serious sia…told her she must report this to her doc soon. dun think i can deal with dementia. can’t imagine one day my parent lose their way home. maybe i should put a tracking device on them now. just incase…

ok i finish my cakes, kuehs and keeping some of my bubble tea, while i finally can, hopefully finish annual return ONLINE…i beginning to also detest the internet beside facebook, yahoo, youtube and everyone’s blog.

internet = confrontation  gaaaaaaaaaaah!

current in my playlist…share with you p/s: a bit of talking infront, if your computer is fast fast skip to 1:41

have a nice thursday

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