i dunno what title this post shall be
confrontation make wanna shrivel and die. i never like confrontation of any sort. it makes my heart beat like mad and i also thought i’m just going to drop dead when i face the confrontationer.
i kena confrontation of many sorts 3weeks straight. it made me tired and jumpy…as if everything is coming against me. after all have happen, i feel as if i’m responsible for everyone and every mistakes. but still life goes on. sun still set, sun still rise…and i still can swallow a banana cake, a chocolate cake and 2 slices of kaya kueh and a bubble tea now. guess i haven’t reach the state of depression yet.
its hard being a human being. gotta deal with so much emotions. if i’m a cat, i just needa be purry, and sweet, manja, big eyed and give affection to the right person and that’s all. i dun need to care about upsetting people. oh then again, i might put down as a cat if i upset someone…sigh no best living thing to be then.
good things is, i have many forgiving and generous people around. i’m talking about people buying me car when i rushing here and there on bus, more like they have big heart. thank u all kind people *wave*
my mom just told me her mind went blank in a mahjong session…WHILE COLLECTING HER WINNING! uh oh…serious sia…told her she must report this to her doc soon. dun think i can deal with dementia. can’t imagine one day my parent lose their way home. maybe i should put a tracking device on them now. just incase…
ok i finish my cakes, kuehs and keeping some of my bubble tea, while i finally can, hopefully finish annual return ONLINE…i beginning to also detest the internet beside facebook, yahoo, youtube and everyone’s blog.
internet = confrontation gaaaaaaaaaaah!
current in my playlist…share with you 
p/s: a bit of talking infront, if your computer is fast fast skip to 1:41
have a nice thursday
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addicted
i am so addicted to my children. that’s all. not even coca cola or teh peng or bah chor mee…but victoria and dorothy.
my mind hasn’t been focused at all. its too filled to the brim. keep forgetting things, getting into trouble…only God’s mercy brought me through.
yikes.
going with Faith In God to settle yet another trouble.
wonder what supplement can help me? 3D2N in Banyan tree?
save me
PC repair – $270
configuration / Backup data – $45
plan to go cheap
buy a new external portable hard disk 160gb $74
plugged in both hard disk…planning to let it slowly drop over to the new disc and eat my fish soup…
drag and drop…HOW HARD?
while drooooooooping the massive huge file…decided to abort action cuz it MAY kill either of them, wanna just do bit bit AND THEN…
DA DA DAAAAAH!!!
files disappear, gone, kaaaaaaputted!
quickly call A-Star the pc repair shop
*ring*ring*
me: hello
A*:hello
Me: i have a problem
A*: …
m: blah blah (i relate my story with almost sobs in between) so what happened? can you save it?
A*: need to scan first
Me: all i did was…(repeated my story)
A*: need to scan first
me: what’s the chance of getting back the files?
A*:need to scan first
Me: oh…so need to scan first?
A*: need to scan first
this guy is so calm that i feel so hopeless already. then quickly i pack up and then before i go i call again
me: hello…i just called
A*:…
Me: so i just bring the hard disk? need to bring the wires?
A*: sigh…no need no need
i know he prob CAN be the hero for me today but talk like that…ok ok nehmind, you are the winner, let you be rude…so i quickly pack them up and off we went to Sim Lim Sq…the A&E.
pray pray pray
went straight to the shop…the man behind the phone was a young, skinny, pale looking boy. i repeated my story and GUESS his reponse…no prize hor…
MUST SCAN FIRST…i almost burst out laughing…laughing in my sorrows…
so there we have it…to save $45, i bought a $74 hard disc and kena must pay ’scanning’ fee $32.10 and god knows how much to retreive my files. now the hard disc in the hand of mr ’scan first’...back in office, fish soup’s luke warm, rice is cold, coke’s condensation evapourated…appetite gone.
how important are the files you ask?
its my office stuff…EVERYTHING…
somebody’s gonna get real hurt
*shiver*
