mulitivitamins?
its rather tough to feed victoria. we tried all kinds of ways and method. either she’s super fussy, never hungry, stomach as small as your thumb. breakfast is like buffet for her. with so many choices in the morning, you could feed a village BUT this morning, things took a turn and she ate…
- milk and berry kinda honey stars with milk (in the end milk poured away left only the stars, which was also replaced by fresh stars…sigh waste my food again)
- greeen bean soup
- chee kway
-nutella sandwich
-multivitamin gummy…this is new try. so i dun have to worried so much even if she dun eat the whole day…i know i know its bad not having food inside but, be in my shoes for a week and you’ll understand)
even bikermice andi try new multivitamins too. the pill is so big and hard to swallow. now i a bit regret, maybe we dun actually need them…plus so hard to swallow. heck! just eat them lah. couldn’t decide on glucosamine or calcium too. but swimming works for my aches too…save the money and go swimming instead lah. see life is so paranoid.
at work but thinking…
filling out petty cash forms and thinking about victoria.
confirming duty roster for my organisation but thinking merlioned-dorothy. she hardly vomit but today merlion-ed twice in the morning. poor ah-pui look slimer and taller (no good).
checking email but wondering what will they do to me coming monday at KK. hope fibroid is not growing…or worst becoming deadly.
friend came to my office and tells me his condition. i prayed and hope that God will one day heal him completely and he’ll be free from the suffering.
i’m in charge of prayer meeting tonight. what shall i pray for? whom shall i pray for? so much! so much!
so many kinds of challenges for me in coming days, weeks and month…lagi tougher i have an indispensable role – mommyhood. this position is prob the closest to indispensable although alot of people ARE dispensable. but moms are the closest to Not.
oh man, dorothy woke up at 4am this morning and crawling around, taking books to read, pulling the sister hair, calling bababababa all in the dark. i kept pulling down to the mattress and say sleep sleep its sleeping time. only after like forever then i saw her sleeping and she’s up and boucing at 6.45am again! my golly she’s never tired even her ‘may-cause-drowsy’ medicine cannot keep her down!
victoria buttoned her uniform all by herself today…ok ok only the middle 2 buttons BUT HEY! its an achievement. i overheard the teacher teaching them letter C today ‘children! this is C. C is for…’ and she raises a corn up. and all the cutesy voice saying ‘CORN!’ awww…
if he’s your son…
this is the first time i read about this passage (shame on me, christian for so long but first time reading it…tsk)
from the Bible, Mark 3:20-21, 31-35
20Then Jesus entered a house, and again a crowd gathered, so that he and his disciples were not even able to eat. 21When his family heard about this, they went to take charge of him, for they said, “He is out of his mind.”
Jesus’ Mother and Brothers
31Then Jesus’ mother and brothers arrived. Standing outside, they sent someone in to call him. 32A crowd was sitting around him, and they told him, “Your mother and brothers are outside looking for you.”
33“Who are my mother and my brothers?” he asked.
34Then he looked at those seated in a circle around him and said, “Here are my mother and my brothers! 35Whoever does God’s will is my brother and sister and mother.”
if Jesus had been your son, what would you have done?
my Mother in law prob say ‘tsk, how can you dun eat, God also must eat something. here! drink this up (‘this’ could be apple cider vinegar, brown rice goooo, papaya/black chicken/bittergourd/ABC/salmon bone soup)’
me? i’ll prob let him do whatever he needs to do first then wait patiently by the side with my teng-kat and feed him at any opportunity in case the following happen…
yesterday victoria went to school for half day cuz she didnt go school whole of last week cuz been coughing and doc suggest dun go school and spread the germs and we dun wanna stress her after a week of holiday. so for half day in school, i dun pack milk powder and bottle for her. bikermice picked her from school. when she saw me, she say ‘YOU didn’t prepare milk for me today ah!’ see lah, si-gee-na! blame me.
bikermice commented that when he picked her, she was sitting in a corner, eating banana with her both eyes red, apparently from crying type. so i ask her at night,
did you finish your lunch today? (thinking that maybe teacher scold her for not finishing her lunch) ans: yes
you had fun with melody today? (thinking her friends may have fought with her) ans: yes …with a lot of elaboration.
so…erm…did you cry today?
with eyes staring into space, she nod her heads and say hmm-hmmm.
why did you cry? ans: because i miss my mummy.
:’-(
si-gee-na always make me weepy
wasted trip. Not.
i was on the way to the bank to do my usual errand for the day. before that i was very urgent and wanna quick quick find a toilet… then i saw it. Cortina…you know the watch shop which was robbed by its own staff? it was closed today. nothing on display at their windows. but a lot of people was inside. i thought there’s a close door sale, no sign say so leh…silly me. the people inside there look like they were taking stocks. holding record book and scribbling clamly into it. seriously.
i wonder what he did with the cash($27,000.00) and watches he stolen? he prob didn’t enjoy himself at all. he prob panic as he enter into thailand and then busy selling the watches to make more money and then worried big time…stilll no chance to use the money. so stressful. i prob can’t focus on massage, shopping or spa sia…then again maybe he really enjoyed himself so so much that its worth 15years jail term. the channelnews asia’s website also show a video of the report. showing him in a car, head down to avoid photographers. why not just let them take? since everyone already knew his face. i wonder what make him steal. he really needed the money? or someone challenge him? or he learn from the movie, take the money and zao-lou and become some big brudder? he will live and tell his story next time.
after the seeing the cortina shop, chiong to the toilet, did my thing and went to fulfil my errand, then realised…I FORGOT TO BRING MY ‘ERRAND’ ho ho ho…well at least i get to feel the cortina situation.
repent your sins!
its scary to think how anger can make people do silly things on impulse. like getting rid of useful things we once loved so much when it failed us. anger can really blind people. all it takes its a deep breath in, take 2 steps back and you’ll realised its really not so bad after all.
Thank you God for hearing my prayers and restore the peace 
last night while putting victoria to sleep, I told her that God answered mummy prayers and we did our usual, pray. Prayed for Melody, prayed for Dorothy’s fever, pray for all that she requested. after Amen…
vic: tomolo Jesus is coming!
well…i open my eyes in the morning, saw dorothy’s face right on top of mine, i know He has not come back. but if He is really coming back, am i ready?
喂！你好！
have you any chance in your life find it difficult to talk to people on the phone. i really wonder how those telemarketer do. so hard leh.
my phone call job is actually VERY easy. just dial, ring ring, ‘hello, i am me, are you XXX mother? can i ask if he like to sign up for an outing? oh you’ve brought them there before is it? i see…ok ok…see you when we resume back to class in 2 weeks time.’ THAT’S IT but i so scared leh! maybe i scared they will scold me which of course they will NEVER! they are all nice people. oh well…thank God i have a good no. for my excursion tomorrow whooopeee!!
which you prefer communicating to people you hardly know? talk over the phone or speak face to face?
i prefer to sms…even that i have problem, once sent NO TURNING BACK! people say i sms like macam writing O level compo, think so long. i just dun wanna hurt someone’s feeling, or sent the wrong info across. the best way to communicate i think its to think thoroughly before we talk. better not let the brain do the talking, its good to have an inner monolouge.
its TGIF for most of you , dear reader. have fun, but careful with how to you talk ;p
i miss you boo…
BOO to you chris brown…see lah you kena punishment for hitting a girl…your boo somemore. tsk tsk…girls are for sayang sayang not *dish*dish*dish* pain one leh!
guess no more umbrealla for you during the rainy days anymore eh eh eh?
careful the lightning after all you have done…confim you no air anymore!
dun do it again lah! i still got listen to your music ok.
面包超人
its second day that i have 4 slices of bonjour bread(pandan flavour, the chocolate much much funner and tastier) for lunch. it not trying to lose weight here, r-e-a-l-l-y….just lazy to walk out and stomach not so good this 2 day to stuff food in.
so… 158Kcal/2slices, so that would means i had 316kcal
and
fishball soup with noodles is 329Kcal!
but
ONE MIILLION TIME MORE SATISFYING! not worth stuffing bread in office when it doesn’t even by-the-way-help-you-lose-weight. i’m inlove with mee-kia fishball soup. sorry good ol’ chilli vinegar a lot bak chor mee, my heart and mouth and stomach have moved…i’ll be back to you soon tho heh heh…something when the above happen, its pregnancy scare…ooohh and victoria just told me, ‘I WANT 5 MORE DOROTHY!’
your mother is not 4 legged darling.
dun you think dorothy look like 面包超人？wanna take a bite…oh she just bit the sister this morning at the leg while she’s asleep…ouch!
bringing victoria to botak jones tonight, hope it will make her appetite open. what a hassle to feed her. sigh…oh oh! i wonder what my calorie intake for that…more tomorrow!
today is 4 March…
Victoria is 3years and 27days old
Dorothy is 9months and 9days old
i was diagnosed with incurable psoriasis (God help me!)
my dad is sick
my mom MIA-ed (God help her!)
my husband boss died of brain hemorrhage like his buddy, today is his farewell…forever.
i love slumdog
i CAN play the guitar now (okay okay only a few songs…)
i pledge to master the guitar to be able to play for my boys brigade
i finish a lousy book call ‘the wednesday letter’ little biiiiiit nice only
now reading ‘under the duvet’ by marian keyes…enjoyable hee hee
i love bring the girls out by myself and i can survive anywhere (phew!)
i doing a radio play next tuesday, how cool’s that?! like redifussion hor
i want to be able to write script
i want to be a useful friend, to be able not only just listen but to offer solid help or just be a good listener
so that’s all that happen from january to now?!
more!
so victoria and dotty girl is growing up like tau-geh. victoria love to sing and dance. dorothy love to eat and scream and smack people. she really need to learn the art of gentltness. she just smash her pudgy face onto my already-flatten nose and i thought i broke my bridge! ah-pui-gia sia….
victoria is talking so much non stop as long she’s awake. because of the death of bikermice’s boss, i explained to her that one day, all of us will die but because we have Jesus in our heart, we wil meet each other soon in heaven but that could be a long wait but surely we will meet. i say when we die, we may not have time to say good bye to each other, so we must love and care for each other now, if not no chance.
she almost tear and say, ‘i dun want you to die.’
and that made me tear cuz i know one day, i will and must and confirm have to say that final good bye to my precious girls. time with them is way tooo little. evrey single moment possible i wanna just spend it with them. i missed them already…yesterday while we were on the bus, she turn around and ask…
vic: are you going to die soon?
mum: *face green* er…yes, when its time, i will die.
then she turn back and continue jumping on the bus.
victoria sings quite a bit too. here’s what i gather…
the rain came down and the FART went up
the rain came down and the FART went up
the rain came down and the FART went up
and the house of the rock stand stilllllllllll….
and victoria loves to dance to a piano piece of ‘yesterday once more’ she’s hilarious, and dorothy will jiggle and bounce and laugh whenever she see her che-che dancec…yes she can say ‘che-che’, airy version. she also can say ba ba ba ba ba ba ba…no sign of ma ma ma ma yet. tsk!
my girls ROCKS lah!
my mother in law and i are crazy buying shoes and sandals for victoria and the best part is, we kept buying the WRONG size. first was she bought a nice purple sandals, aiya too big! nehmind, keep first lor, then i bought another pair, aiya still too lose! then she bought another mary-jane, even bigger then the first pair and the the latest was yesterday, just when she thought, VICTORY…darn, its still one size too big!!! oh well…victoria still gotta wear her one and only pair to school…ha ha…
