tete-a-tete

there’s a song that goes…

this world is not my home

i’m just a passing through

my treasures are laid up, somewhere beyond the blue

the angels beckon me from Heaven’s open door

and i can’t feel at home in this world anymore

O Lord, you know i have no friend like you

if heaven’s not  my home then Lord what will i do?

the angels beckon me from Heaven’s open door

and i can’t feel at home in this world anymore

guess this just sums up my year. friends are dead, friends of friends are dead. all young and promising. people losing hope in life, giving up their marriages, the office on fire, time is short..focusing on Jesus everyday! just got an sms from elaine asking about paulyn and friend’s arrival to their destination, tranisiting in bangkok. ah ma’s worried if her dear grand daughter has safely arrived or stuck in the troubled sawadee-ka airport. after some ’sorry, the subscriber is currently not available’ i begin to panic too…ding dong ding dong later, finally got another source saying they are all safe and have arrived their destination *wipe sweat*

where are your treausre? my kids, my family are such dear things to me. everything have to come to an end someday, like it or not. we all have to return to God someday. sigh…just that its hard to deal with the feely part of the it. God, be there to comfort me when i need you ok…

last sunday at our chinese service, once again i’m reminded in isaiah 61:1, 10

Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners..

I delight greatly in the LORD;
my soul rejoices in my God.
For he has clothed me with garments of salvation
and arrayed me in a robe of righteousness,
as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest,
and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.

it was a beautiful sermon in mandarin. i duno how to express it here…join me in my church chinese service no.149 geylang road #02-07 every sunday at 2pm.

are there still people you bear a grudge with 10years ago and forgotten but still ignoring that person? time to take a step back and just make up lah. whatever that could have happen, happened already. let God take over. Love your neighbour as yourself. its never an easy task to be a christian BUT it is easy to receive salvation.  this whole year in church i’m reminded so many time how to be a christian…argh…so hard. dun criticise lah, remove the plank in your eye before removing the dust from your brother’s. its sad when its the ultimate christian who are the most critical. once again focus focus…what would Jesus do??

the sermon also mention something in the bible that says that Jesus not a handsome-handsome kinda man. its easy for brad pit to have many followers but it was because of what Jesus DID that attract the attention

my thoughts are jumble up, its friggin 2.30am yawn…anyhow have a blessed day people…must say this

GOD LOVE YOU!!

go bless someone today. no one to bless? wanna sponsor some goodybags for KK hospital ha ha ha…drop me a message.

have you ever said good bye to someone and thinking that its the last time you gonna see that someone as he turns his back and walk away? its a tough year for me saying good bye forever to so many friends and relative. deleting their names from my handphone and email from my yahoo. nobody’s gonna manage their facebook anymore.

the good bye is forever…i wonder what so good about the bye.

bikermice’s buddy has finish his time here and have gone….well hopefully to a better place.

Dearest Hian Peng,

i wonder was it a painful day for you when it all happen or were you worried about that unsend email at work or if there is someone you wanted to say ‘i love you’ to but just can’t reach for the phone to sms. wish you could tell us. i’m glad i didn’t manage to convince bikermice not to meet you last week, not knowing that would be the last night, just you and him, sharing your day over a glass of cool beer, bet you miss that now.

bikermice miss you too…a lot.

its hard to ignore the fact that you no longer can ‘date’ my bikermice. it breaks my heart to know that bikermice now is one friend less. but you are forever in his heart n in our memory. your voice is forever in our wedding video. thank you for being w bikermice at his life changin moment of his life, in camp, putting on the red beret, weddings…thankyou for all the car rides that i’ve been in…i’ve always teel biekrmice i love your car. i’m sorry i didn’t do my job to share with you about the Creator but thank you for reminding us this day to share Christ with everyone. i hope that one time you came church meant something to you.

thank you for being a friend.

love,
Mrs Bikermice

is God really coming? have you done your duties? have you loved your neighbour as yourself or are you still sour with a friend. guess its not too late to be thick skin and make up…just in case they leave quietly…forever.