ahh…bliss
Whoohoo! TGIF! not that it made a different to me, everyday is TGIF and moody monday to me ha ha
i had a roller coaster week with my 2 girls. not literally ON a roller coaster ha ha i wish…they almost drove me mad some of the days…tonight, everything was nice and slow. even the sky is pretty in orange ( abit fierce hor ha ha)
i thank God for giving me a supportive sister whom i share all my kiddy frustration with and most of the time, she’s been through it. i never feel like i’m struggling alone. to all mothers out there who are pulling out your hair (or the kids pulling your hair literally ha ha ha) talk or sms fellow mothers when you feel frustrated, you’ll realise we are all dealing with the same kinda problem.
wednesday: after a night of scolding victoria (i shall not go into details, too much to write), when i was putting her to sleep, i talked to her about why i scold her, why mummy gets angry when she does not follow my instruction blah blah blah…when coming to the end of out little conversation, she ask me
‘are you happy?’
i answer, ‘yes’
she reply, ‘i am not happy’
i stunned. she sounded like ’so after all the scolding, you’re happy now? you are? well I’M NOT!’
so i ask with the most concerned motherly voice, ‘why are you not happy?’
she ’erm…’ for a while and then use her new word ‘because’
‘becuase…i am sick’
i laughed
